There's never a right time to say goodbye, but baby we know when we've gotta go;

I think i'm meeting jiahui &the rest later at 130, i havent told momma yet. : / I'm speaking to Val on msn now, its like a korean drama fanatic! (: They're playing ransom letter on 987 now, i used to like that song so mcuh please. Owells.

I suddenly miss primary school choir so so so much, its not the first time anyway, i kinda got used to it alr. ) : I dont know how some people could just like forget all those that happened just like that yknow. Ahh, stupid feeling. Miss Lim says we could form a community choir where we would all come together and sing again, as alumni or smth. Well i certainly wouldnt mind coming back at night for pracs luh. Anything to sing again right? (:

The feeling i get at dance is different, maybe its that i feel more welcomed with the choristers. Where people are less intimidating. Well, its not that the seniors at dance are not so nice, but its just that i dont get the feeling of a big happy family. Unlike at choir everyone's talking together, dance is very clique-ish. But i guess we've contributed to that result. Cos of all the nonsensical politics &stuff. I gotta agree everyone has to play a part in making dance more united. I guess choir is also more united cos of Miss Lim, yknow she's so funny, she makes everyone laugh. &that how we mingle so much. Its like, there's no such thing as seniors &juniors. But everyone is equal. Well at least thats what i think. (: Nevertheless, I still <3>

Mum wants me to take up classes during this long holiday. Well, ive got to. The holidays havent started &i'm alr bored. I think i'm gonna take up some telemarketing job. Its like calling people up &stuff. I'll perhaps do that for like two weeks or smth. Sounds boring anw. Then i'm hoping i'd be able to take iceskating again like ive did before. Cos i'm all rusty now, i've forgot everthing ive learnt. See theres so many more things ive yet to do. So i'm just gonna wait for my mum to give me money. (: So i'm working on the tummy now, &i must say this time i'm determined. (: Heh, you must be counting the number of times ive said this right. Have faith mann. (:

I'd shun away,
I'd run far and wide,
I'd clean these wounds,
& shed those tears,
Just so that i'd feel alright.